Some personal stuff I'd like to share

[idssdi]

Hey Guys,

I'm hoping I'm not breaking any community rules with this but I'd really like to share something.

I just had a talk with a doctor because my mental health isn't really in the best shape and it's very likely I'm struggling with PTMD due to an accident I had 4 years ago. The doctor effectively said It's a good idea to see a therapist and I made an appointment already.

The reason I'm sharing this is because I feel like In the past I sometimes reacted a bit to aggressive/extreme to certain things and to anyone who was on the receiving end of one of those I would like to apologize because I consider my mental state a reason and not an excuse. I also genuinely didn't know at the time I was struggling with this and now I'm aware so I hope it won't happen again ever.

I think, I've struggled with this for the better part of the last 4 years but could always keep it in check pretty well so it didn't come out that much. However, due to covid and thesis stress lately it's been starting to get the better of me a lot more. I've been having lots of flashbacks and sleeping very badly.

I also would like to stress I'm not looking for anyone to take the role of therapist for me because I really think this is something for a professional to deal with and I don't want to drop this on anyone's roof.

If you catch me being not as happy/engaging as you're used to of me this is also probably the reason that is the case.

If you made it this far, thank you

 

[Brian Haner Sr.]

Stressful times for sure, Ids. I appreciate you and wish you nothing but happiness and good health.
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[Dominik Gräber]

Thanks for being so open with us! All the best to you, I know you make it through this struggle!

 

[idssdi]

Stressful times for sure, Ids. I appreciate you and wish you nothing but happiness and good health.
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Thank you so much PG!

Thanks for being so open with us! All the best to you, I know you make it through this struggle!

Thank you so much Dom!

 

[Alicia Willis]

Realizing something isn’t quite right and reaching out for help is the hardest step, and you’ve accomplished that which is huge ! I wish you well my friend.

 

[Batbia]

Hope you can overcome this soon, seeking professional help is a good start! Wish you the best

 

[idssdi]

Realizing something isn’t quite right and reaching out for help is the hardest step, and you’ve accomplished that which is huge ! I wish you well my friend.

Thank you so much Alicia!

Hope you can overcome this soon, seeking professional help is a good start! Wish you the best

Thank you so much Batbia!

 

[ari.mac]

Thank you for sharing something so personal with us. I'm sure you will overcome this and remember, we are here for you if you need us

 

[Gabby Heafy]

Thank you for sharing this with us, you are very brave as you are going through all this. I wish you all the best and good health!!

 

[idssdi]

Thank you for sharing something so personal with us. I'm sure you will overcome this and remember, we are here for you if you need us

Thank you so much Ari!

Thank you for sharing this with us, you are very brave as you are going through all this. I wish you all the best and good health!!

Thank you so much Gabby!

 

[redlipsofdeceit]

It takes a lot of courage to share such a personal thing, so thank you for trusting us with this.
Seeking for professional help is a big and important step to your recovery. I'm proud of you, 'cause it's not an easy thing to do, but you were able to realize you need it. It will definitely help you a lot!
I don't suffer from PTSD, but I also struggle with my mental health. So, if you ever feel the need to talk or vent, you can hit me up.
I know you can overcome this, and we are all here for you.
Much love! ❤

 

[idssdi]

It takes a lot of courage to share such a personal thing, so thank you for trusting us with this.
Seeking for professional help is a big and important step to your recovery. I'm proud of you, 'cause it's not an easy thing to do, but you were able to realize you need it. It will definitely help you a lot!
I don't suffer from PTSD, but I also struggle with my mental health. So, if you ever feel the need to talk or vent, you can hit me up.
I know you can overcome this, and we are all here for you.
Much love! ❤

Thank you so much!

 

[Kfir Yaakovi]

I love you man, I have no doubt you'll overcome anything that comes in your way.
Thanks for sharing with us!

 

[idssdi]

I love you man, I have no doubt you'll overcome anything that comes in your way.
Thanks for sharing with us!

Thank you so much Kfir!

 

[iridecently]

Thank you for sharing. I know from experience that it is a huge step to first off realize something isn't right and then to actively go and search for help!
I wish you all the best!

 

[idssdi]

Thank you for sharing. I know from experience that it is a huge step to first off realize something isn't right and then to actively go and search for help!
I wish you all the best!

Thank you so much!

 

[alexj]

Wow it takes a lot of courage to share this and I'm glad you were able to take the first step and find help. Wishing you the best Ids!

 

[idssdi]

Wow it takes a lot of courage to share this and I'm glad you were able to take the first step and find help. Wishing you the best Ids!

Thank you so much Alex!

 

[Lucrezia]

It takes a lot of courage to share something so personal with someone else, thank you for trusting us. As they already said, realizing and accepting that something is not quite right and reaching out for help is the first, hardest step and you’ve done it. I’m sure you will overcome this, wish you all the best!

 

[idssdi]

It takes a lot of courage to share something so personal with someone else, thank you for trusting us. As they already said, realizing and accepting that something is not quite right and reaching out for help is the first, hardest step and you’ve done it. I’m sure you will overcome this, wish you all the best!

Thank you so much!