“I let fear consume me”
This single, simple, sentence holds so much weight to it.
Its surprisingly easy to let fear dictate even the most mundane tasks of your life— so much that you are left feeling “paralyzed ” , as you said. I have personally dealt with this myself on more than one occasion, for numerous reasons.
But, carving our time for YOU and something that you ENJOY and brings a smile to your face, even if you’re still learning and it’s not good, THAT means everything !
My dear friend, you have shown me that personally even if you didn’t know it.
It breaks my heart that so many of my friends are struggling here, but guys, just know you have a whole community here for you. I cannot speak for everyone, but for me personally, If anyone just needs an ear to listen I’m always here for any one of you guys !
Fuck, I’m getting long winded now 
Anywho, I’m beyond elated about the Synner Saturday ! I’ll definitely be on board, even if y’all see me doing the same fucking shit, I’ll fucking be there !!!!!!
