I appreciate your advice, you seem to have a lot of experience so I respect that. But there are so many problems surrounding this. First of all, my partner in crime lives in Canada, a guy that I have plans to start a band with. Me and him are totally on the same page and I’ve tried finding potential “band members” out here as well, it’s just that it didn’t work. People in Croatia aren’t willing to take those risks, but me being a crazy little fucker that I am, I’m all for taking those risks. There is no market for metal over here, so I understand people not wanting to do anything serious. And as for me wanting to start somewhere as low as mopping the floors, it’s more of a personal thing. I don’t want to get into details, but it’s in regards to my personal struggles and what I’ve been through. So when I say I’m willing to mop the floors in order to get out of here, I mean it. Because there is no chance at all my music career will succeed if I stay here.
Also, I don’t want to sound pompous or anything, but I feel like my ideas and concepts are really strong and innovative. I still may only be a beginner at guitar, but I also write lyrics, come up with visual ideas and everything else that comes with being a musician. I’m also trying to learn how to sing, but I can scream kinda, so that’s good for starters haha. Again, it’s just that there is no way this will succeed over here.