Hey Lauren. I did the tutorial for the intro and just like you, I struggled for months with the speed and eventually gave up. But after picking it back up I learned a lot about what I was struggling with. If you’d like, you can Skype me and I’d be more than happy to talk with you and walk you through some things.
If you don’t feel comfortable with Skype or don’t have one, I can give you a few pointers here