Couldn’t have had better timing with this, I’ve been in this exact hole and have been killing myself trying to get out of it. Got the impulse to come on here for inspiration and wound up right where I needed to be. I just turned 20 at the end of July, and it’s amazing to hear my thoughts come through someone else’s mouth. I have a few friends, but the only real person I have to keep me driven everyday is my girlfriend, and even as much as she supports me I find myself looking for a reason. I’m not really the social type, so I’ve never really let myself be a part of forums such as this one. I apologize if I’m being too outwards here, but I feel this is something I should do. I have a home studio and have already learned a little bit of everything, and do it on my own for the point you made. Felt that way for a while, but sometimes I’ll get to a certain point where I feel like a narcissist which leads to me losing motivation. I’m out of a car and a job right now, and live 8 miles from the nearest store, so things have been a little down lately. I’ve been telling myself to use this time I have to make music, but I’ll end up in my studio messing around and come out at the end of the day with nothing. Leads back to what I was saying about perfect timing. Had a lot more to say while I was watching the video, but I think I’ll just end it here lol. Looking forward to being around here more if I can stay out of my shell