I decided to come back
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Hello again! If anyone has noticed or cares lol I’ve been gone for a while from the school but decided as of a few days ago that I’m going to come back
this school took a major toll on my mental health. I felt no one liked or cared about me, that I wasn’t improving, if I didn’t get enough views or comments I was useless. I felt like I could trust no one and that everyone secretly hated me.
im going to be honest at one point I felt like the school ruined my life and I didn’t wanna hear about it or see it again. This community took me to a dark place but I realized I was the one who made it a dark place. I over thought everything and made it all about how many views or comments I got.
i didn’t realize so many people reached out to help me and that the few people who cheered me on are the ones that really matter.
i don’t wanna see the school as a dark place or hard point in life. I wanna come back to learn and just focus on bettering my playing and not caring about view or comments.
im at a point in my playing where I wanna learn theory and Step up my playing and not pump out song covers like I used to. I wanna share my struggles and improvement.
much love
this school took a major toll on my mental health. I felt no one liked or cared about me, that I wasn’t improving, if I didn’t get enough views or comments I was useless. I felt like I could trust no one and that everyone secretly hated me.
im going to be honest at one point I felt like the school ruined my life and I didn’t wanna hear about it or see it again. This community took me to a dark place but I realized I was the one who made it a dark place. I over thought everything and made it all about how many views or comments I got.
i didn’t realize so many people reached out to help me and that the few people who cheered me on are the ones that really matter.
i don’t wanna see the school as a dark place or hard point in life. I wanna come back to learn and just focus on bettering my playing and not caring about view or comments.
im at a point in my playing where I wanna learn theory and Step up my playing and not pump out song covers like I used to. I wanna share my struggles and improvement.
much love